Ever tried taking a break from ryona? (long meandering post) (1 Viewer)

[SquigglySwag]

(Sorry if this is the wrong subforum for this kind of post, please move it or delete it if it's in the wrong place.)

I've been into ryona for many years without knowing it. But since really getting into it and discovering vast sources of ryona content four years ago or so, I don't think I've ever gone more than two or three days without viewing ryona materials (it's usually daily), and my porn habits have been getting steadily darker and more violent.

I've been into hentai ever since I started masturbating and I would usually flip back and forth between drawn and live-action porn every week or two.

When I was young I'd devour any piece of hentai or moderately sexy music video or whatever. Vanilla or rape hentai, I was honestly too young and innocent to see the difference.

Many years pass, discover the finer points of rape hentai, but I still dug vanilla hentai for a while.

So about two years ago my habits had progressed and were about 25% drawn or animated ryona/rape/mind-break and 75% consensual live-action porn. My "line in the sand" was to never get off to live-action rape or violent porn, simulated or otherwise.

But my resolve eventually wavered... Fast-forward to today and my habits are now like 10% drawn or animated guro and 90% live-action sim-snuff from companies like PKF and PST. The vids where pornstars perform scenarios where they get beaten up, raped, strangled, and necro-fucked.
When I get bored of real girls, I have a folder of about a dozen doujins or manga where the girl gets raped and ends up dead. There's a very small selection of ryona/guro that is well-executed enough for my niche-yet-impossibly-high standards.
I honestly think it's been months since I've masturbated to a smiling woman enjoying sex, and I feel quite ashamed and monstrous because of it. Until a few days ago when I was searching for JAV heroine defeat vids and one of those "girl does her first porn" vids caught my eye, where the girl was exceptionally beautiful. I jerked it to a rather vanilla vid for the first time in a long time, and the wash of shame that usually overcomes me after I'm finished was replaced by a pleasant feeling of relief. That video wasn't even very vanilla, because the girl got her neck squeezed and breasts slapped quite a bit (though she enjoyed it). But compared to my usual fare it was like jerking it to the Mona Lisa, in a good way.

TL;DR: I think I'm gonna try going without ryona for a week or so. I'm not trying to shame anyone or say ryona-related content is bad. I love this community and I know we're all open-minded and keep things strictly in the realm of fantasy. But I feel like personally I'm viewing too much violent porn and it's affecting my day-to-day thoughts and emotions. I'm mainly writing this for accountability, and I'll update this post with my thoughts on this little experiment (if I last more than a day).
At the very least this will hopefully give me more appreciation for having access to ryona, because I've been taking it for granted recently.

Anyone else ever experimented with self-imposed ryona restrictions? Did it spice things up, or was there nothing gained?

 

[carl_fennin]

As someone who has discovered and been into ryona for possibly three, approaching four, years now, it has more-or-less become a mainstay in my masturbatory sessions whereas in my early moments of discovering it, it was more of a thing on the side that I would look at every few weeks. Although I am pretty inconsistent of having fun choking the chicken daily as there are days where I either don't feel like it or purposefully decide to just take a day or two off for recovery/making myself feel refreshed in general. Though, in a way, one could apply this question as "Ever Tried Taking a Break from Porn?" as well. It is definitely one of those things of addiction depending on how much your passion and drive is towards it. However I guess this topic more like "Ever Tried Taking a Break from Bukkake Porn" as it's a type of genre rather than the whole concept of porn overall.

To answer the question, I have tried. I think I lasted a solid week or so one time of just not viewing it and watched normal porn/hentai. Of course, I've had lingering thoughts of "Oh, man. What could I be missing out on that came out recently for ryona?" or "Sure would be kind of nice to look at ______ being ______ right now." I guess I am weak of will when it comes to restraint or resistance towards a pornographic subject. I think we all have different moods and feelings towards such subjects. Even in the middle of a session, you might drastically change your mind and want to look at something else. I think that is a normal occurrence for anyone trying to get off. Some people have days/weeks/months of moods where they are just really into hentai more over than normal porn and then suddenly it reverses. There are some people that this doesn't happen to as they stick mainly to one genre of thing and it can never tire/burn them out nor does it ever get stale and it just does it for them every time.

For some, ryona is, or has replaced, their main way of getting off. It is their bread-and-butter and not much else really does it for them or is interesting enough. For me, I'm always down for vanilla, normal porn or hentai or ryona. I'm actually quite varied into what I can get into, so ryona isn't my only focus for me in terms of pornographic viewing. It can cycle around or be something that I might want to look at mainly for that day, but not for my overall viewing experience every single time. It hasn't really become such an importance for me that I rely on it to enjoy myself either.

Not saying that ryona being or replacing your main way of enjoying yourself is a bad thing at all. It only is if you truly feel like it is hindering your own enjoyments in pornographic material. Much like it's same way porn in general can hinder your own enjoyments in a relationship or marriage, but that's between the people involved which gets a bit more real than just you, yourself, and your own interests dedicated to just you alone.

If you feel like viewing such violent porn is affecting your mental health and your emotions, then maybe a break might be necessary. I can't say it affects me on such a level myself. Probably helps that my interests a tad more specific than most as I really only enjoy it on a 3D/video game level and not really on 2D drawn or theatrical live action videos. Hard to really say. I hope your break results in a better feeling outcome. When I didn't look at ryona for a week or so that one time, I wouldn't say I felt any different. I guess it made me feel a bit more normal in the fact that, yeah, I can still get off to normal porn/hentai just fine, but I think it was just more of a mood thing.

EDIT: It also probably helped that the thing I was into ryona-wise wasn't really updating and/or I didn't want to look at older works at the time either. So... yeah, that's possibly a thing, too.

 

[SquigglySwag]

I like your style, sir, and most everything you said resonates with me.

Currently 72 hours into a hiatus, and it's going okay so far.
I think it's fair to say ryona and porn in general has become an "addiction" for me, because it's been getting to the point where I spend the majority of my free time searching for and downloading new content. And that "rush" is getting harder and harder to find so I'm spending more and more time hunting for new material, and it's become an obligation instead of an enjoyable experience.

I'm probably gonna reward myself with some vanilla today, and see if I can start 3-day cycles instead of once-or-twice-daily cycles.

 

[Spikeoutryon]

Lol I've been into ryona for 20+ years. From watching blaze get grabbed and beaten in SoR, taping MMPR to catch scenes of Kimberly the pink ranger getting beat up by the putty patrol, and even collecting old school batman detective comics where batgirl is KOed and captured - ryona has always been my go to turn on.

Only difference since then is that the ryona content has improved greatly 20 years later with the improvement of technology. Whether it's mods, hentai games, or the explosion of superheroine studios that make porn/peril videos - I am happy that I no longer need to spend hours to find one good ryona clip/picture like I had to back in the day

My taste has not changed, other than I am more comfortable with rape scenes now. I still avoid too much gore and even vore, but I am at a ryona level I like. So if you feel like you want more gore - it's not the ryona causing that. It's prob a desire that you have not satisfied yet